.

more to life

2012-02-15T21:50:00.004+08:00

Today was the first time I felt so happy during tuition plus.

How odd. I felt a little accomplished?

Because I think I actually managed to teach my kid something.

Since he could answer the questions already I suppose he learnt something right :D

Anyway the kids were so cute HAHA.

I realise I always have trouble remembering their names T_T

And I actually was looking forward to going back next week omg. First time ever.

BUT. There had to be cross country.

Ah hopefully my kid doesn't forget me alr lol :(

2012-02-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy vday! <3

2012-02-12T17:08:00.001+08:00

There are some bands which you dislike, but you actually like all the people in there as individuals.

And then there are some bands which you like as a whole, but you realise you don't like the individuals all that much.

Maybe this is just me.

if this was a movie

2012-01-31T21:41:00.004+08:00

Today was... odd?

I don't know, got mixed feelings.

Too many people, too confusing.

Saw the walk in today though, we're so lucky it was during our break.

I really liked mythos and cosmos's haha.

Ah was at the balcony at first, but went down to sit on the chairs in the hall.

What's gonna happen tomorrow?

Nothing interesting's gonna ever happen.

If this was a movie, things would be way different.

what friends can do

2012-01-29T21:17:00.010+08:00

I'm actually looking forward to school tomorrow.

IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME LOL.

Anyway went to sharon's house yesterday! :D

For cny and for yifang's birthday LOL.

Went out in the morning with family, picked my sis from school cause she had cca, then went to chinatown for lunch.

Went home after that, packed my room then had to leave house at 6plus to meet lingli.

Met her in west mall, I was late :(

Called her when I reached and she was on the forth floor.

She spotted me coming up the escalator from the first floor and I saw her LOL.

HAHA she wear until super nice and formal.

I felt so cui next to her LOLOL.

So we travelled to je first and waited for yf WHO WAS LATE LOL but she reached before felicia.Anyway wanted to find a present for yifang but didn't in the end cause we realised we spent on quite some stuff alr so don't need.

My "partner in crime" LOL we both decided to wear shorts :P

Anyway felicia came after that too and then we took bus to sharon's house :D

While walking there we saw our bus, so we started running LOLOL.

And poor lingli who was wearing kinda heels had trouble running.

The way she was running was really funny HAHA.

But anyway it turned out that the bus was just parking lol.

Felicia and I went to this corner when we got on the bus, it's really nice.

But I got really claustrophobic after awhile so I got out LOL.

Talked on the way there, and we found the place :D

The outside of sharon's house had her surname there damn cool, so we could tell that was her house LOL.

Four of us went in, her parents happened to have just gone out then.

Looked around her house. The view is damn nice HAHA the wind is awesome.

And there were like turtles on the floor. Which weren't moving of course.

But then she told us they were actually real turtles O_O

Went to eat after that, haha sharon was really like our mum.

While eating we suddenly started laughing like mad again after talking about honey lemon.

And then I couldn't stop laughing when I tried to tell them about how my ahma did that too LOLOL. So we just laughed and laughed for awhile and ll had to walk away cause she was eating and was gonna choke.

Halfway while eating somebody suddenly flicked my hair from behind omg I seriously got a shock.

THAT EUNICE. She just arrived and I was sitting like right at the window so she just stuck her hand in and scared us LOL omg.

Seriously only she will think of doing these things lol.

A few of them started disappearing upstairs after that.

In the end it was just me, yf and ll downstairs at the table.

Then joyce came too.

Oh and sharon's bro's friends came also and it was really funny cause this guy was walking up and he did this awkward laughter LOL.

I finally realised why everyone disappeared after ll did some signal to me at the table haha omg.

So from then on it was like try to distract yf from going out.

I suck at this kinda thing f5.

Anyway we managed to do so for awhile anyway. Just walked around the first floor and took pictures LOL. And eat the food on the table hahaha.

After that joyce and sharon came up cause they went to put coupon and sharon's bro came back also.

And then her parents came back LOL.

The group of people were eating then and they all quickly got up to go bai nian.

Then we just stand there awkwardly and try to say hi LOL.

Sharon's dad kept giving us food HAHA and we just watched tv and talked.

After that I don't know what happened but suddenly there were balloons around.

I seriously wonder where they came from.

And everyone finally came down.

I was just playing along the whole way LOL.

Then sharon's bro came out with a cake.

They were celebrating for a friend also haha so qiao.

Anyway the two birthday people just stood at the table there.

We got cupcakes for yf :D

Which I never saw until then LOL.

Sang happy birthday and I just helped to take pictures.

Yf was like stunned at the start I think HAHAHA.

She actually suspected something cause halfway through our time downstairs we went up.

We couldn't stop her lol.

And they closed the door when she went up, and that was when she started suspecting something alr.

BUT SHE JUST ACTED LIKE SHE DIDN'T LOL.

And it was only after that I realised halfway through she knew something was up.

Yeah after that everything was finally out phew.

Gave her the scrapbook/card thingy haha :D

FINALLY could go upstairs and see sharon's room yay.

It's super nice! Got alot of tumblr pics and all the stuff she likes.

I really really liked one quote that was at her door.

It's something that a child said about love. There were a few of them there, but I particularly liked the one that said, "You just know that your name is safe in their mouth".

Spent some time in her room, ate jelly, eunice was taking polaroids with yf and making her do funny stuff hahaha.

Went down after that cause they wanted to play mahjong.

Two people from the other group were actually playing with them at first but they left in the end. Apparently they were like playing overnight kinda thing.

Yup they played for awhile, sharon learned how to play abit :D

Sharon's bro went to help joyce for awhile, and yf and me were just sitting there and talking and watching tv and watching them LOL.

Okay I was watching tv kind of. and stoning.

After that yf and I went upstairs cause I wanted to go to the toilet and I forgot what she went upstairs for.

Picked the balloon pieces on the way up.

yf was reading the card thingy when I got out of the toilet haha.

Didn't let her read mine cause I was there LOL.

After awhile we suddenly wanted to htht at the mahjong table.

Decided to go to sharon's room so that the other people could play.

But eunice's parents called and all so we only had a little time to talk.

I had to go too, my mum kept asking me to tell my friends I had to leave first and all and be home by 1030. But I just said some stuff and then she said be home by 11.

Heard sharon's story first.

I realised I actually don't know really know alot of people in her life.

Maybe it's because I don't really talk to her also, since we're in different classes and all.

But it was nice to hear what was happening anyway and understand her a little better.

Eunice was like reading out the whole message lol it was super long omg.

We left after that cause eunice's parents called again and joyce just said we could talk in the car.

But eunice said hers as well as we were leaving.

And that was when I realised I got things wrong.

I got a shock then and it was easier to see what she was feeling.

Went downstairs and we took a few pictures at the void deck.

Talked to eunice also about how she was getting to sentosa (lol she's going there again) and all.

I was really quite scared for her.

Lingli's dad came to pick up after that so she left separately from us.

We went to shop and save cause eunice needed to buy pampers for yang yang LOL.

Went with there there, and while she was paying I talked to him.

But I couldn't understand a word he was saying TT_TT

At the start still not so bad I was still telling him who I was and all since he was asking.

But after that was just .....

Wish I could understand him haha. Maybe someday.

They came to pick us up after that at the same spot.

Stopped at lakeside mrt and joyce and sharon were talking about to rws with eunice LOL.

And then suddenly it seemed like everyone was going.

But I couldn't go :(

And eunice was asking me to go but AH CANNOT T_T

By then it was quite late alr. I think 11plus LOL.

Lucky my parents didn't call or anything. So I guessed they were all sleeping alr.

I went to take 187 home after that and sharon gave me directions and all.

But while walking there I realised that's the place elisse lau and I always go for interact.

And I took bus home from that bus stop before LOL.

Wow perceptions and all can really be different from different points of view.

I was less worried after that cause I kinda knew my way home already.

Haha in the end is I need to message eunice instead of the other way round.

I kept thinking of the series of events on the way home, everything just kept replaying.

It was nice, I like bus journeys actually. Especially when I have a seat and there's no one next to me and I can just think.

Walked really fast home, was sweating like mad when I reached lol.

And I was right, everyone was asleep alr, that's why no one was bothering me lololol.

Reached home at about 11.45, went to bathe and I had a hard time sleeping.

Kept thinking and thinking and thinking.

Was supposed to go for art today but didn't.

We were pretty late alr and I had a stomachache kinda thing, so just skipped.

And I found out that yf and fel didn't go so sharon, joyce and eunice went.

It looks so fun omg t_t

Hopefully one day I get to go there HAHA.

But anyway that was a day that was really heartwarming for some reason.

I felt like I got even closer to them, and we never really htht before so I wanna do it sometime haha.

Maybe this is why I'm excited to go to school.

Because there're so many things we can talk about.

i knew it

2012-01-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

I like yoseob's uh part lol x)

2012-01-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

YAY finally finished writing yf's card thingy :D

looks too straight and neat to me though LOL t_t

Feel so accomplished though LOL though it has nothing to do with studies.

Need to do some work now.

My sis mum and I are so awake trololol we all slept too much just now.

expectations

2012-01-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

Slept at 5 plus and woke up at around 8.10.

Sigh so many things to do and so little time for them.

I haven't blogged properly in so long, I hope when I finally do I wouldn't have forgotten all the awesome times that have happened.

Ah yes happy birthday yifang! :D

What a day today must have been for her.

Anyway it's the meet the parents today.

I wonder what she said, but from what I got from my mum, it's that I need to work hard in order to get into uni.

My dad is so gonna nag when he gets back sigh.

And so the impression is that she thinks I can't make it, and my mum was like they're not very encouraging kinda thing. Yeah tell me bout it.

This reminds me of secondary school when mr l also thought I would fail physics and all (or so I thought). Haha rmb how pris and I were all like we're gonna be in his face when we get A.

We didn't, but hey, an F9 for prelims to B3 for o's ain't that bad right. :)

So this time I gotta prove myself again.

2012-01-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

Mum bought the cap for me today n_n

thankful

2012-01-24T21:20:00.001+08:00

I must work hard.

I must not disappoint and let down those who care about me.

2012-01-24T11:49:00.001+08:00

ah the things we do when we're young.

hide and seek

2012-01-23T00:30:00.004+08:00

Happy chinese new year :)

Eight days ago, I realised that I actually don't dread studying and school so much anymore.

I guess I can even say I'm even looking forward to it.

Perhaps because I've seen this year as a journey that is going to end soon, and I want to do and end it well.

But this was eight days ago, and I don't know how long this thinking and optimism can last.

Well anyway, after all the geog lessons with mr lynn, I feel so much more hyped up for fun-o-rama haha :p

Maybe it's time to start selling the tickets.

We got it last year after all LOL.

Also, I had a dream last night of beast.

And I was somehow at some kinda airport.

And I was pretty close to them but we were walking in opposite directions, and I shouted out to them omg LOL.

I was so mortified after doing it, it was so unlike me.

I said something to them in korean, and at the end i said "saranghae" and put my hands in the shape of a heart on top of my head.

AND THEY WERE LAUGHING AT ME.

I clearly rmb seeing junhyung, and he was laughing in that way of his.

I think yoseob was there too, and I they were laughing quite hard.

I was so embarrassed lol.

Luckily I was with someone but I can't rmb who.

I think there were two people with me, but they were walking in front of me.

Oh well I've been having many weird dreams, and I can't fall asleep quickly at night cause I keep sleeping in the afternoon sigh.

I want my cap :(

take my hand

2012-01-14T14:39:00.001+08:00

martina mcbride's songs always mean so much.

say you like me

2012-01-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

She's the girl that no one ever knows.

And I say hi, but she's too shy to say hello.

tick tock

2012-01-08T20:55:00.002+08:00

Can't believe school's starting again.

How did that happen?

Still haven't posted about holiday lol.

Well time's aticking now.

I have to work hard. Starting tomorrow.

All the best to me. May I have the motivation all the way through :)

another wait

2012-01-06T14:03:00.003+08:00

FINISHED READING BLOODLINES.

Omg it was awesome.

The starting actually bore me abit, or maybe it's because I wasn't in a proper reading environment kinda thing hahaha.

I started reading it on the plane to china, and it actually made me feel abit sick so I stopped.

After that I didn't continue reading it, till I got back.

And it's awesome :D

Can't wait for the golden lily haha IT'S COMING OUT IN JUNE.

But I'll prolly have to wait for awhile to get it again so that prices will (hopefully) drop t_t

I love adrian and sydney together n_n

It makes me understand what rose was saying about that someone supposing to make you a better a person and all.

It makes sense now.

And I actually love sydney's perspective.

It's really interesting, and she's not the pushover she sometimes appears to be.

One thing that might have spoilt the first half of the book was me reading a spoiler -_-

Can't rmb what I was looking for, but I was reading through the character descriptions, and I accidentally read that adrian and jill had a bond.

While reading the book it really made me wonder if I could have figured out that by myself.

Guess I'll never know now.

Anyway had class chalet/bbq yesterday.

Haha only three people stayed over omg.

And well at least I can say I didn't regret going, so I guess it was okay? :)

it's alright

2012-01-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

I feel like watching it again..... should I?

Aish going through the ost is no help.

2012-01-04T19:02:00.002+08:00

THE ENDING WAS SO OPEN ENDED

#^$%*$&#%@%!@

at least the stuff that happened was realistic.

what's with him driving off anyway??

city hunter

2012-01-04T14:06:00.004+08:00

omg my heart beats so fast while watching city hunter LOL.

all i can think during those dangerous times is for him to hurry hurry hurry get there.

epi 18 alr so fast :(

booooo 2 more episodes left only.

and whenever i think about city hunter in korean, it becomes shitty hunter LOL.

annoyed

2012-01-04T08:21:00.000+08:00

I kind of dislike a change in plans, don't I.

AND I'M UP SO EARLY.

Okay well that's a good thing since I got more time to watch city hunter. LOL.

sparks fly

2012-01-02T20:18:00.003+08:00

Drop everything now

Meet me in the pouring rain

Kiss me on the sidewalk

Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby

As the lights go down

Gimme something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

love this part n_n

runaway

2011-12-31T23:40:00.003+08:00

i miss being overseas
even though this trip wasn't the most enjoyable, i still miss being there

the weather, the people

i think mostly i liked that i could be myself and not care about how people looked at me.
i actually only realised this today, when i went out.
for some reason i could only feel that way there,

and i could people watch freely

i really liked that

2011-12-30T23:50:00.001+08:00

eye contact can be a very powerful thing.

next to you

2011-12-21T22:44:00.008+08:00

These few days have been weird.
I've been like sleeping in the afternoon and all.
Woke up early in the morning and went out with my mum and grandma.
Grandma came to our house after that YAY but I went to sleep -_-
Cause my sister was still sleeping when we came back and I just decided to lie beside her for awhile lololol.
Woke up and ate lunch. Talked to my grandma, did my newspaper article.

My grandma went to lie on my bed after that.
I went to lie beside her.
And slept somemore. LOL.
What is thisssss. After that they left, and I stayed at home.
Went out at night to jp to eat some company dinner kinda thing.
Ate at this jap buffet restaurant.
IT WAS SUPER COOL HAHA.
My sis and I were like whoahhhhhh when we walked around.
But after walking a few rounds the choices were actually quite limited haha.
And I realised after that it was super expensive omg.
Like 40plus per person t_t

It's so windy right now I love it.
Tomorrow at this time I wouldn't be in singapore anymore :)

the sacrifice

2011-12-20T18:57:00.002+08:00

Woooo it's been pretty cold lately.

1 more day.

I finally got my book! :D

Got it on sunday. Went out with my family to eat breakfast at west coast or something like that. Went to my mum's office after that and did my vocab book.

Spent the rest of my time using my laptop cause I brought it there LOL.

Watched tvd ahhh it keeps me on suspense.

Afterwards my sis and dad went to buy lunch.

And eh weird. I blogged about this in the last last post. But I said I hadn't gotten my book.

But I got it on that day O_O

Okay but anyway in the evening about 7 my dad came and passed my mum dinner, and it was decided that the three of us would go to plaza sing since I wanted to get my book n_n

Finally lolol. Went there and ate some jap restaurant thingy.

Argh never going back there again.

Went to times after that and kept searching for the book but couldn't find it.

Went to ask the people at the counter in the end, and they said that it was out of stock.

In ALL their outlets. Jeez I was just like. ............................

Well I asked my dad if bugis was near and so we went there.

Luckily I went to check online, so I checked out the areas which had times and kinokuniya.

Dad dropped me and my sister there and we went up.

Damn dumb the bookstore was right behind us when we went up the escalator but we didn't see it and walked elsewhere lol.

Yeah went there and couldn't find it either.

Sigh was so disappointed.

But I went to ask the person at the counter too, and she went searching for it.

And omg she found it LOL.

It was like at this stack we didn't see!!

AND IT WAS SO OBVIOUS.

I was so happy n_n

Bought it and went to subway to make cookies cause my sis was hungry.

Yup then left.

So yesterday didn't do anything, and today went out in the afternoon to the doc and then to heritage to borrow a luggage bag from my aunt and then off to my grandma's house.

Talked to her and borrowed another luggage bag :)

Ah I wanna leave but I don't as well.

When I'm back. School's gonna reopen.

Damn.

2011-12-19T23:10:00.001+08:00

lalala just a few more days!

guess what i did the whole of today

yup i slept

the whole day

from after lunch to 8

i spent junhyung's birthday sleeping

happy birthday junhyung

meet the friends

2011-12-18T15:46:00.007+08:00

On thursday, woke up really early.

Like 7.15 or something?

To meet serena and ada. And a new person LOL.

It turned out to be fine actually!

But I actually didn't think much about it before I went so yeah.

Anyway I WAS THE FIRST TO REACH CLEMENTI.

Went to clementi mall first cause I wanted to go to the toilet but it was washing lol.

So I had to walk all the way back, and I just went to macs first.

There weren't that many people upstairs, and I had quite a hard time choosing where to sit LOL.

Sat on one of those high tables and waited.

SO Serena came first.

LOLOL IT WAS KIND AWKWARD t_t

Didn't really know what to do, but we shifted to another table.

Shortly after ada came!

So went to buy our breakfast with a few minutes to spare before 9 hahaha.

Yup so we just talked and eat, asked questions. LOL.

Well I actually couldn't really evaluate, but yeahhh.

I had to leave after that cause I had tuition and I was practically running cause I was still at clementi when my teacher told me she reached alr.

Hahaha so hastily said bye and ran off.

Had tuition after that and my sis came home from her camp.

Haha ate lunch at like 3plus omg t_t

Yup so that's about it for that day.

Spent most of yesterday at home, only went out at night.

Went to fetch my mum and then went to my grandma's house.

It's always awesome to go there, and my cousin is growing really fast!!

It's like you can really see her growing taller, and she's freaking smart.

Ate dinner there, left at 9plus.

Picked my dad and went to daily scoop.

Oh goodness it was the worse episode ever.

My dad was unhappy over the size of the scoop and blahblah and it was really embarrassing t_t

My sis and I were just silent throughout the entire thing.

But yeah he's like that I guess.

Today he and my sis went to buy lunch.

There are those rare moments where we're nice to each other and we know it.

Ah well lol.

4 more days!!

I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN MY DAMN BOOK.

cycle in the rain

2011-12-16T23:34:00.007+08:00

Other than all the shit at home, today was actually a pretty good day.

At the start, I always don't wanna go out and all, but when I'm actually there I never regret it.

Woke up at 815 to boil the freaking water.

Wanted to borrow the mirror at the sink.

And then I get attitude from the sister. Which pisses me off to no end.

I don't know if I'll still be pissed tomorrow.

Usually I wouldn't be, but well since it's now I'm still pissed.

And she didn't cook the freaking rice.

Her turn to do so yesterday, but I did it.

So couldn't she have done it today?

what the hell.

Yeah whatever I'm sidetracking but I just can't stop glaring and rolling my eyes.

Anyway left house at about 925 or something.

Was supposed to meet ll at the mrt at 930.

We kinda reached there at the same time haha around 940.

I just walked into the station and didn't realise she was topping her card lol -_-

Yup but she caught up with me just as I was going up the escalator :)
After that took the almost 1 hour train ride to Bedok.

WE WERE PUNCTUAL.

Reached there at 1030 haha.

Brought my book and vocab book hw but didn't use any of it. -.-

Yeah went to hawker centre at bedok.

When I got there I realised it was the place elisse lau and I went last time cause of our job attachment haha. At KEMBANGAN.

I remember we went there for breakfast, and chua and marc (at least I think it was them two can't rmb) were there too.

Yeah sat there for awhile, then ll was talking to either yf or felicia and I was like trying to shout through the phone "HURRY".

And then I looked back and omgggg there were like behind us. !!!!

They wanted to trick ll but failed cause ll saw the direction I was looking at LOL.

After that ll went to fetch sharon and the other two went to buy food.

Talked about their ocip trips and other stuff haha.

After that took a bus to ecp and walked to the park.

Had to walk through this underpass, and there were these kids in front of us screaming like nobody's business and just making a lot of noise.

I felt like I was in a haunted house -_-

And it was annoying cause they wouldn't stop, they just kept going on and on.

After awhile we were like showing signs of disapproval such as "SHH" lol, and this group behind us was like "diam la" kinda thing.

And they finally shut up.

Oh man we weren't that childish when we were younger right??

17/12 10.41pm

Ooooops typed all that yesterday but didn't finish haha.

Well as expected (kinda), everything's good today alr.

That kid sure knows how to break the tension or whatever.

Well I'll continue tmr or something!

5 MORE DAYS.

18/12 3.12

Okay at my mum's office now, nothing to do trololol.

Okay so continuing, reached ecp and met joyce at subway.

Saw her laughing there LOL and I actually thought someone from our group was talking to her but it wasn't the case.

Went to the macs toilet with ll and yf.

Omg got a shock there LOL.

I was like kinda arguing with ll over who to go first, but anyway I went since she said she wasn't very urgent.

So I was like pushing the door open and then suddenly this lady cleaner pulled the door open and popped out omggg.

I seriously got a shock LOL DAMN EMBARRASSING.

I apologised to her afterwards anyway, and to my surprise she could speak english.

Haha alot of older people actually do know english.

We somehow always expect them to converse only in chinese.

Went back and ate lunch after that.

Shared a meal with ll. Took some pictures there.

Some damn unglam omg LOL.

Afterwards we left to a bicycle shop.

It was like 6bucks for one hour and they gave two hours free or something like that.

But anyway we had three hours.

Yup, took our bikes and they gave us baskets haha so we could put our stuff.

It was exhilarating to be on the bike at the start.

Haven't cycled in so long.

I really missed it! When my sis and I were younger we would go downstairs to cycle xD

Lost some of my skills alr LOL but I'm glad cycling is something you would never forgot once you've learnt it.

I really hate going up slopes though it's torture.

Sharon went to change her bike cause it wasn't suitable, then afterwards we left :D

In between we did make some stops.

First time it was for everyone to catch up, and for yf to plaster her feet lol.

They were bleeding omg and it was like at the top of the toe.

Wonder how it happened.

Yup after that we went to the breakwaters! :D

Had to cycle in, WHICH WAS REALLY DIFFICULT TO DO.

So after awhile we just pushed our bikes LOL.

The sea is reallyyy pretty.

I haven't seen singapore waters so clean and of such a nice colour before.

And really, the sky and the sea is one line.

The colour of the sea further away is even nicer.

It's like turquoise or something.

Took some pictures there, and then we left.

Afterwards it started drizzling and all.

Soon enough the rain was super heavy, and the droplets were huge -_-

At first we went to a small hut kinda thing, then started taking out all the food and all LOLOL.

Ate ll's garlic bread woohoo and contacted eunice.

Poor thing she called all of us like at least twice and no one picked up lol.

Called her back anyway, and she said she wasn't coming and that she was at west coast LOL.

GOOGLE MAPS TRICKED HER.

But anyway it was a blessing in disguise for her because we got entirely drenched after that. -_________-

It was really raining like mad and then there was a lightning alert as well.

We had no choice after that but to go into one of the shelter again, but this one was bigger, and there were people in it alr.

Damn gross my hair was all wet and my clothes were damn dirty.

Ah waited out awhile and then we thought the rain was smaller so we decided to continue cycling.

The rain was actually still pretty heavy LOL.

But it was manageable, we cycled to the next shelter.

We were waiting at the shelter but ll was still like somewhere else, so I went to find her with an umbrella.

LOL she was like climbing onto her bicycle.

Apparently they said she wanted to hold her umbrella and push her bike or something.

That would definitely be very slow progress.

But after that she cycled back anyway :)

And I was running beside her. And I got a stitch. And a few unglam pictures :(

LOL. After that we just rushed back and cycled all the way :D

Was talking to joyce on the way back, and there was this part I was trying to get her umbrella from her cause she needed me to hold it, while I was cycling.

Ended up losing balance and falling LOL luckily didn't end up sprawled on the floor.

Reached the bicycle shop and returned the bikes, then wanted to go clean ourselves.

Went to the public toilet but you had to pay like 20cents to go in or something and 50cents to shower -_-

So went to macs to clean up.

ll left for home after that, the rest of us sat there and ate and ate and ate LOL.

We cycle so little but we eat like nobody's business n_n

When we were done we walked back to the bus stop, we all took 196 (?) and then the three of them alighted first cause they were going to parkway parade or smth like that for dinner.

So felicia and I travelled all the way one raffles link (?).

Luckily we didn't lose our way HAHA.

And luckily she took a picture of the bus route so we roughly knew where we were, and I was checking out all the bust stop names as well.

Talked to her, then went home so we went separate ways cause she was going to novena.

Yup so finally went home and was very pissed in the night I think.

But all is fine for now.

I guess every other day there's gonna be one fight that pisses me off so bad.

But that's family right?

It's a never ending cycle of fights and happy days.

runaway

2011-12-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

stop taking whatever shit it is out on me

damn you all

it's difficult not to be rude when you talk to me like that

2011-12-14T19:06:00.001+08:00

no wonder people can lose their appetite

bloodlines

2011-12-11T21:16:00.004+08:00

YAY I think I'm finally gonna get my book tmr! n_n

Just hope they have it where I'm goinggggg.

For the first time my sister agreed to go with me :D

Today was uneventful, woke up to gray skies and I thought it was still very early since it was so dark.

But noooo it was 9 plus close to 10 alr.

After that went to imm with my family to get my sis's textbooks.

Why does she have to use all the books I don't have lol t_t

And apparently my science textbooks were combined science or something?!

Since hers is pure. But whatever.

Went to pepper lunch also. Omg the food is damn gross the smell got to my hair and it wouldn't go away.

And my hair is just next to my face so the smell was constantly there LOL.

Went to wash it after that anyway.

Yup after that went home, mum went to her office to print her stuff.

WOOHOO she's finally done with her stuff haha.

They said we could go out tonight to get my book, but as usual it didn't happen -_-

After used the com, then went to sleep for about an hour.

Woke up close to 7.

So read blood promise and ate dinner and it wasn't so bad.

Weehee didn't do any work today, guess I'll have to do some tmr.

Lalalalala~

11 more days.

Oh shit that's damn near.

buria

2011-12-09T20:40:00.004+08:00

The book I like reading least out of the series is blood promise lol t_t

I always wanna skip it but nah, have to go through all that before getting to the good part sigh.

And also, I really like all the flashbacks. They're precious memories.

Can't wait to get over with it and to the even better parts though.

Mostly been reading today, I need to get bloodlines soon n_n

I've waited for so long alr lol it's been like how many months since it's out.

Sigh can't wait to go out. Hopefully this weekend we'll all finally be free to go out and walk around.

AND WATCH BREAKING DAWN.

Watched rm ep3 yesterday, trololol they used to be so awkward with each other.

I shouldn't slack so much t_t

2011-12-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

13 more days

argh

2011-12-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

What the hell is wrong with me?

I'm so damn rude.

If only I could rewind time - that has been one of my greatest wishes.

But would I do things differently?

river flows in your wedding dress

2011-12-08T21:50:00.003+08:00

It's so beautiful, espescially the starting.

Not to mention the songs being played are songs I love lol.

But I feel like I hear a mistake somewhere in here.

frostbite

2011-12-08T18:48:00.006+08:00

I always liked the phrase "I saw because I was watching you"

I didn't realise it actually came from somewhere lol.

Ah had tuition in the morning today.

First tuition in so long LOL.

It has been so long since I touched math.

Stayed at home yesterday, don't think I did much.

These few days I've started slacking alot again.

And my "hardworking" days consist of reading the newspapers, doing my gp homework and trying to read one econs question lol.

Ah well today wasn't as bad.

Went out on tuesday w class clique minus felicia cause she was working O_O

Yeah so was supposed to meet at clementi mrt at 12.

For once I wasn't late :D

And Sharon as usual was there early if not on time HAHA.

Met her at the bus stop opposite clementi mall.

Going there felt so weird.

The influx of people was just O.O

Haven't been out in too long lol.

Afterwards eunice with her book lol -_- then joyce came to pick us up :D

And we went off to somewhere near the botanic gardens called Hatched!

I had no idea where we were LOL.

We had to wait outside for awhile cause there were no more seats inside, and yf came after awhile.

After we ordered our food lingli came :)

We first saw her outside with es LOL.

Yup then eat and eat and eat, left, fetched ll to botanic gardens, then we went to island creamery :P

YAY my first time there HAHA.

Stayed there for quite abit and talked.

The aircon there was spoilt and it was really hot and all so we shifted to the next door - macs LOL.

Ate fries there and took eunice took pictures of us with her app to see how old we are LOLOL.

No wonder people think I'm sec 2, even the phone thinks so t_t

The funniest one was yf's :D

Her oldest age was like 47 lol -___-

But she doesn't look like it la.

It was fun anyway LOL especially since we had nothing to do.

I feel so lazy to type i'll be back after dinner.

It's 7.35 now.

Hmmm shall wait awhile more~

Okay continuing now, at 10 lol.

Yeah so after that went back to the car, and they made me sit in front :(

But then suddenly there was this small cockroach and joyce and I were like freaked out and getting out of the car LOL.

And it disappeared. !!

So brave yf went to sit in the front so that she could catch it in case it came out :D

It never did. lol.

BUT. At the petrol station, a spider was found LOL.

AND IT WAS COMING TOWARDS THE BACK.

Lucky yf "caught" it.

Kind of, she just caught it in a tissue and threw it out the car HAHA.

Yup after that sharon went to school and me yf and eunice dropped off at dover and went home.

Tadah.

I don't remember what happened on monday O_O

Oh but sunday, we went for this lunch thingy at this peach place I forgot the name

Peach gardens?? I don't know but it was for my mum's friend's baby's 1 month.

lol the baby is damn cute and small n_n

Planned to go for art in the afternoon but the lunch took so long we couldn't make it there on time lol.

Anyway went to the place and the moment we entered my sis got a huge shock cause my mum's old colleagues were there lol.

so awkward t_t

I was just really surprised to see them there, and we haven't seen them in such a long time haha.

But anyway the people at the table we were at were nice so yeahhh it was fine.

There was this family with three children - all boys lol and all younger than me.

And there was this hk guy, and my family.

Yup so left at about 3plus I think?

On the way out my mum's friend couldn't get out of the carpark for some reason, we had to lend him our card or something?

I don't know.

But my dad said, "that's what friends are for".

Haha and I had this nice feeling for some reason.

Like when you're in trouble and there's a friend behind you to help you out of those difficult and embarrassing situations.

And also I'm finally onto season 2 of tvd lol can't believe it.

Finished the last epi of season 1 yesterday.

Sigh it left me feeling so annoyed and irritated and just so t_t

I don't know why I kept thinking of it LOL I just couldn't stop.

Before I slept, after I woke up, blah.

But now va's taken over haha n_n

Yeah just felt really annoyed cause at all the important emotional parts it isn't elena but katherine. like cmon -_-

I didn't like john or however his name is spelt, but I didn't want him to die like that either.

It's disgusting. and his fingers.................

Argh.

I actually could feel him a little when he talked to "elena" about isobel and all.

Ah just really sad anna died too. I liked her.

And I think she's pretty. LOL.

Why are they killing off all the nice characters huh.

And pearl too :(

My sis has been going out/going to school almost everyday this week.

I hate going down to buy food myself booooo.

Especially when the food sucks t_t

Gonna read shadow kiss now n_n

last chance

2011-12-07T19:59:00.001+08:00

they're really singing and dancing their heart out

hopefully they win something

2011-12-07T00:06:00.004+08:00

is it weird to feel closer to people you have known for a shorter period than those you have known for almost your whole life?

ah my brain isn't working good right now.

not to mention i'm feeling like shit @&@%@#*$#@%#%

2011-12-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

damn it i don't wanna fall sick

why do i keep sneezing

2011-12-06T21:43:00.001+08:00

i can see better now but i still miss my fringeeee

white confession

2011-12-05T23:19:00.003+08:00

omg i love this mv so much ^_^

they all look so nice and i love ALL their hair

FOR ONCE.

DONGWOO'S HAIR IS SO NICE

FINALLY XD

the part where they were putting the presents made me smile like mad LOL

AND HOYA DROPPED HIS PRESENT HAHA

dongwoo's laugh is always so funny LOL

fool me once

2011-12-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

omgggg tvd has gotten me all shaky
my limbs feel so weak LOL

ahhhh t_t

2011-12-04T16:37:00.001+08:00

life doesn't work the way we want it to

2011-12-04T02:03:00.001+08:00

watching tvd is making me paranoid and i can't even close my eyes without being paranoid and imagine that they're next to me lol

TT_TT

back to school

2011-12-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah not done with what has happened!!

Went back to fairfield for the gb camp on 15nov or something?

Somewhere around then.

That night I had to drag myself out of the house lol t_t

And had to bring alone shoe bag sleeping bag school bag water bottle blah blah LOL DAMN ALOT OF THINGS TO CARRY.

I still had to go to the mrt station somemore.

Met elisse lau at jurong.

On the way there people were looking at me like I was running away from home LOLOL.

And we met these two fairsians in the mrt also.

Afterwards went to broadway cause she had to eat dinner and we were supposed to buy stuff for sarah-ann and allinda chew.

Didn't buy in the end, but bought for evan.

Who came in her cab and sent us to school LOL.

Ah when we reached it was so embarrassing to walk into the audi T_T

They were having like parents' appreciation night kinda thing.

After that I was kinda bored lol -_-

And then they had a fright night kinda thing.

Helped out for abit, actually talked to some of the juniors, which made it better :D

They're sec 2s now, and they were like telling me when it was my batch doing fright night it was super fun and damn scary LOL.

So happy to hear that HAHA.

Yup, and I was like following one of the girls around cause she was scared.

There were three of them.

Two of them joined back in after that though, with us following them lol :P

After all that I was really damn sian.

And tired lol.

But htht in the middle of the night is always fun LOLOL.

Slept at like 3plus or something?

And had to wake up at about 6plus.

I think I woke up at about 630.

Had to go bathe cause I still had to go back to school for extra lecture.

Econs. argh.

Wanted to go bathe in the teacher's toilet.

I forgot it wasn't the handicapped toilet lol -_-

Went in, then this cleaner started shouting at me and said I couldn't bathe in there.

Like what after I use nobody will dare to use. zzz.

So went to bathe in the normal toilet.

Luckily there was water.

Super cooooold.

Bathed then went downstairs ate like two pieces of bread, left for school.

Damn luckily the backgate for ac was open!!

I was damn afraid it would be closed cause I reached a little after 8.

The last time that happened it was locked.

I walked all the way there from heritage and then the security guard told me I had to go by the front cause it was 8 alr -____________-

Met lingli who was in the middle of the void deck lol, then went up first cause eunice was late.

yifang pon lol. joyce as usual pon.

Econs was boring duhhh.

Eunice came after that.

Can't really rmb what we did lol.

But we were kinda planning what to do afterwards.

We actually wanted to watch a movie and all but ah plans kept changing.

Was quite annoying haha t_t

In the end we went to holland :)

Met yf in school cause she had to come for something omg I forgot what LOL.

Photog?

Yup then ll left with her es.

We three took a bus to holland.

On the way to the bus stop the bus suddenly came.

AND THAT EUNICE JUST RAN LOL.

I couldn't stop laughing at the way she ran LOLOL it was like a bird taking flight.

Quite cool actually HAHA.

The trip there was quite funny trololol.

After that went to bread talk.

They had like these christmas stuff.

Like christmas doughnuts or something LOL.

We all bought one each, all different things.

Met petros (?) there?

I think it was him. I kinda forgot... LOL.

But I said hi and he was quite dao sooo O_O

Yup then met sharon outside!

Went to sit at one of those seats outside the shop.

After awhile we walked to ewf.

We wanted to eat there but it was closed.

Sharon and I still haven't eaten from there before ;(

Yup so we ended up in the shop near it.

I can't rmb its name LOL but the interior design and everything was super cool!

So we were deciding what to order and joyce came :D

Ate our food took pictures and talked LOL.

The food was nice :D

After that went to buona with eunice and sharon.

On the way eunice was trying to help me stall for time LOLOL cause I had nothing to do in between.

At the mrt station we went to look at the you are the apple of my eye poster.

and eunice was like tracing the chinese words LOL

really damn good at wasting time xD

Luckily had the two of them haha.

Met elisse lau at buona after that, said bye to sharon then went to vivo.

Went to subway for elisse lau's lunch LOL.

Then walked around.

And felt like watching a movie :D

Since there was nothing for us to do anyway LOL.

At one point then I was really so annoyed I wanted to burst.

And I could feel my face being very >:(

Haha sheesh I suck at acting okay when I'm not.

Yeah but anyway after that met allinda and then after some discussion we decided TO GO AHEAD WITH THE MOVIE :D

I felt like watching a movie then cause we had nothing to do, and after all the planning with eunice to wach a movie and not watching it in the end made me want to watch it even more lol.

Decided to watch you are the apple of my eye :D

The woman at the counter was super -_-

She was so sceptical of us being at least 16.

Like cmon elisse showed her an ic leh, and I showed her my ez link.

Which was very scratched and faded.

BUT HEY you could see the 4 at the back LOL.

She even went to elisse and me like, if you get caught no refund. -_______________-

Anyway in the theatre I think there were like people younger than 16 cause they sounded really young.

While buying tickets allinda went to buy her lunch.

After that elisse and I wanted to buy sweets and all so we went to 7eleven.

Felt like eating gummy so we went to take.

After taking like a few pieces she suddenly remembered mini toons TROLOLOL.

So she paid first and I went to mini toons.

HAHA felt so retarded.

Went in first cause allinda wasn't done.

She came in after the show started :(

Well so yup, that was the first time watching it.

Sigh.

After that as usual went home to research about the show and all.

And I realised michelle chen is older than the guy lead LOL like omg.

Oh ya before that the three of us walked around vivo.

Went to one of the stations the girls were at.

At the playground there.

Then my mum called/messaged me.

They could like pick me up.

But I still had to go to school to take my stuff.

And I didn't have the key to the bunks.

Ah lotsa problems and in the end my mum was like "okay then ni zi ji hui la".

Zzzz at that time. Was so annoyed cause I didn't wanna lug all my stuff home again.

Went to gongcha after that.

I decided to buy cause I was in such a bad mood lol.

Wasn't so bad after that.

Went back to school.

In the end I only left at about 8plus LOL.

Damn good at dragging man.

Take one picture also take super long t_t

But yeah.

Finally got home.

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Oh and washing dishes on thursday actually wasn't so bad.

At first it was really t_t

But my mum was like hanging the clothes, and I was washing the dishes.

And we talked so it was quite alright actually :D

We were talking about plates and all cause I was telling her we needed one more big bowl cause we only had one and it wasn't enough lol.

And then she was saying how last time she used to think that at home we would use those really nice plates and bowls and utensils and place them nicely on the table and eat together.

LOL nothing like that has happened.

And she concluded it was because she wasn't a housewife.

Ah can't wait for her to be free of her work studies thingy.

I wanna go watch breaking dawn LOL.

Don't think I even watch eclipse though

OKAY YAY finally done with all that has happened.

Like a load has been lifted off my shoulders LOLOLOL.

saturday

2011-12-03T22:38:00.009+08:00

Woke up at 11 or something today lol.

Actually woke up a few times before that, but didn't feel like getting up.

So I went back to sleep.

Afternoon went for art.

Evening, my sister and I were like anticpating a really good and nice dinner LOL.

After all we sat there for so long.

Yup but didn't stay lot 1 cause it was raining like mad, and my mum needed to do her work also.

Apparently there was some bbq downstairs but only my dad went.

We wanted to order like pizza and all that but they were all too busy lol.

Ended up driving/walking to west mall :p

Went to kfc.

When we were almost done with our food, I saw this man at the table in front of us.

Those people sitting there were like....... jamaicans?

I don't know lol but they look like they're from overseas.

Yup they rejected him though.

Then he came to our table.

He placed a card in front of my mum, and I realised he was selling stuff.

My sister totally turned to me and gave me the omg i don't wanna buy look LOL.

He actually turned out to be deaf.

And he was selling these keychains at like one for $6 and two for $10.

Seriously my mum can be so kind hearted and generous.

Someone said buy one but I was like buy two!!

It's more worth it anyway lol.

So we chose two.

And my sisssssss who said she didn't wanna buy took the nicer keychain thingy lol -_-

And then he said thanks to us in sign language.

It was like he put his hand to his mouth and then extended his hand out.

Walking home my mum was talking about wanting to learn sign language in the future so that she could understand them and all.

My sis and I were like we wanna learn too.

It's like, won't it be surprising to them when they realise a random person knows sign language and communicate with them? :)

I wanna know what they're saying too.

It's so difficult for them to express themselves to those who don't know sign language.

Which is the majority of us.

Yeah so that's about all that happened today.

Watching tvd now~

Gonna read va soon, started abit today while eating lunch.

But snsd on dream team drew me away LOL.

THEY ARE SO COMPETITIVE.

19 days to overseas

no better than strangers

2011-12-03T01:02:00.007+08:00

So nothing special until 29/11 I guess.

MAMA awards.

I want to see jun's eyesssssssss.

Around that period of time, I started to actually do some work.

I realised I had gp hw lol -_-

So read newspapers for these few days, cut out one article, do the gp thingy.

Then do some work, like the vocab book , read one econs essay, try to read some geog.

Lol I think it's alot.

But it's actually really little.

Ah it's a start.

Just that I don't have much time left.

Sooo 1/12.

FIRST OF DECEMBER.

Damn, last month of the year alr.

Not long ago we were just at the start, going to a new school, missing old friends, old school, wishing I was back in sec4.

So much has happened in just a year.

But it's like it all passed by so quickly.

This year really went by so fast.

And I gotta feeling every year from now is gonna be like that.

It'll no longer be like when I was younger.

What a pity.

When I was younger I remember wishing I was older.

Wishing to be 16.

Now that I've been that age.

Wish I was younger.

The irony lol.

So nothing much happened, just did work, watched abit of va, got mad at my sis for abit (okay not really) cause she left her chores to me.

Lol but that day was really wash dishes x2.

And that girl just went to sleep so I had to do it.

THEN TODAY - well technically yesterday; we went out to eat lol.

Okay so spent the day like this:

woke up at about 915, read newspaper tried to do abit of work.

Helped my mum do her work thingy.

BIBLIO LOL can you believe it.

It's like pw all over again.

Except more professional this time :P

After that my sis and I had a mini I don't know what you call it session.

Tried to stretch and do cartwheels TROLOLOL omg we damn retarded.

It was actually quite fun.

But I'm pretty certain I'm gonna be getting muscle aches when I wake up today.

Sucks.

And my backache is back.

Hope my back doesn't die on me one day or something.

Bathed when to buy lunch, watched my sister's keeper while eating our fish soup LOL.

The movie is damn sad.

If I was watching it in the theatre I would be crying like nobody's business.

But cause my sister was there I couldn't really cry properly lol.

Sighhh. It's just sad okay.

And I don't know if I ever read the book before, can't remember.

After that used the com, played audi with sissy then met mama downstairs to walk to west mall for dinner.

Ended up in pastamania as my mum claims, 'it has the shortest queue' lol.

They ate pasta i ate baked rice and we ate pizza LOL.

Walked around for abit after that, bought some stuff, bought gummies (omg can't rmb the last time my mum bought it for us).

We haven't wanted to eat gummies for so long lol.

So rare to hear my sis want them too.

But she said she's like a dog today LOLOLOL so she needs to buy stuff.

LOL can't help smirking laughing smiling i don't know.

Yeah so went home and used the com lol t_t

Have been sitting here since then.

Oh past few days have been starting to play the piano again.

I WANNA LEARN NO BETTER THAN STRANGERS.

my sis just printed the scores.

IT IS LIKE SUCH AN AWESOME SONG CAN.

I love it.

And hyorin's song is so nice too t_t

Lol when the teaser for no better than strangers came out I couldn't stop replaying it sigh.

Oh and look at a picture I came across today,

I freaking love it.

Oh damn, the picture quality looks so bad here LOL.

Sigh.

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And also, I really love those days where my sis and I would buy lunch and then just sit down and watch a movie.

Cosy, comforting?

I don't know. I just like it :b

Right now it's 1.22.

Still need to wash up and all.

Sigh.

Goodnight world.

fly away

2011-12-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmm it's the holidays~

So anyway firstly, all I'm waiting for and looking foward to is going overseas lol.

Though its china......... well there's still hk.

Just wanna go somewhere cold :)

AND WALK AROUND.

I'm kinda sick of staying in singapore lol, and we rarely go out cause my mum ain't free due to her courses or something.

Sigh still have to wait for one more month.

Just wish we were going earlier, cause when we come back there's school alr. :(

I have been trying to do work, but I think I'm still slacking too much.

Way behind time and I have so much catching up to do.

ONE MORE MONTH. STOP SLACKING!!!

Okay so, rewind........

Back to

Ah the OGL interview.

omg it has got to be the most embarrassing moment of my life LOL NO JOKE.

So met yf and her friends - nisa and jiesi on the way to school then went to the holding room or whatever you call it.

yf went first cause hers was at 4, and we reached there exactly at 4 LOL.

Mine was at 430, jiesi's was at 415 and nisa's was at 445.

So like one after another kinda thing.

But I was asked to go to the room only at like 445?

Room 4.2

omg T_T

I can't bear thinking bout it LOL but I will forget this if I don't write it down.

Okay so at the door there was this councillor (i don't know his name but he looks really familiar) and I was like am I supposed to go in?

He looked backwards then looked at me then he was like yeah.

So I went in and there was a chair in the middle so I asked, "am I supposed to sit down?"

There were four councillors there: naomi, wengsun, shuhang and the councillor at the door.

I'm surprised I even know their names lol.

Anyway the wengsun was like yeah sure you can.

Okay so it begin TROLOLOL

It started off pretty normal actually, they were asking me questions based on what I wrote on the form.

So I just answered with whatever came to my mind, and I kept saying 'all that' lol.
Yup, I can't rmb the sequence of what I did anymore, but they did ask me to do a cheer.
So I did the victory cheer (thank goodness I went to memorise it in the morning LOL).
After the first two lines the councillor was like, we'll echo after you.
So I was just oh okay O_O
Then I was like some idiot there acting happy and cheering and they were like echoing after me with the super sian tone and face LOL.
And at the last part of the cheer I even jumped and turn one round omg save me LOL T____T
I couldn't believe I did it but I don't regret doing it HAHA.

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Damn I really dragged this post for damn long lol.

Started this on 23/11.

What date is it now -_- 2/12 LOL.

And the ogl list is out alr.

Latest everyone will be told by tmr.

So continuing.

That was the last day I went back to school.

The last day I will see.

I was actually pretty shocked there were people in school.

Was walking towards, but turned suddenly. Sigh.

Bet anyone who reads won't understand what this is.

Not even sure if I will understand next time LOL.

But it shall be how it is.

Yeah was quite :S but well gotta get over it.

Kay moving on.

Anyway ogl interview was on 16/11.

Afterwards was supposed to study with elisse lau on the 17th at jp.

But we were both so lazy we postponed it to 18 LOL.

And guess what.

We were at starbucks studying and she suddenly told me 2pm was gonna be at jp.

LOL WTH DAMN COINCIDENTAL.

Okay but coincidental also no use la didn't see shit -_-

Yup met up at about 11 or something.

Or maybe it was 10.

Hmm.

Studied there until 1215 I think?

Anyway the people there were like kinda chasing us also so we left afterwards to eat lunch.

Decided to go to subway cause it is extremely near to where the event was gonna be held trololol.

Studied there in the end.

Oh outside there we met eugene.

Who just walked past us with his dao face lol -,-

Anyway we went into subway after that.

Yup so studied until 6plus I thinkkkk.

The people there told me we had to leave soon lol.

Elisse lau and eugene were at popular or something.

After that we actually planned to go up this escalator so we could see their faces.

That's all we wanted man, just to see their faces.

But the escalator was closed up anyway.

So we decided to go to the carpark place to see if they would walk through.

Yup nothing but more hopeful fans were there.

Any after awhile there were lotsa screams and all that.

Many false screams as well, then someone asked the guard if 2pm was up there alr.

He said yes. lol. Then people started leaving.

Afterwards we decided to leave as well.

Went upstairs.

One pathway was blocked -_-

And this woman was yelling into the loudhailer or whatever.

INTO OUR EARS.

As if I'm not deaf enough.

Yeah so decided to go upstairs.

All freaking three levels were filled with people lol.

Couldn't see a thing cause we couldn't get to the front.

So gross there were so many people and it was so hot and all t_t

Sigh. Walked around after that to find elisse lau's shiny glittery screen protector LOL.

Ah anyway why do I always have no luck with these things :(

Might be the lack of experience too.

Well that sums that up.

Afterwards, I realised that on that day cx was there as well.

And she was like at bk.

Which is below starbucks isn't it LOL.

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19/11 Saturday

Must have slacked that day away.

Honestly can't rmb what I did lol.

Definitely nothing productive.

20/11 and 21/11 went for a family chalet kinda thing :D

Sis and I actually didn't plan to stay over.

So we just went there kinda empty handed.

Just brought some stuff to do.

Went there pretty early cause my dad had to fetch his friend also.

Was there bout 9plus.

But there was nobody there. LOL.

My uncle left to fetch my aunt sooooo, empty house.

Went to the nearby coffee shop or whatever to while time away.

Left at 10 or something and my uncle was back alr.

So went there had nothing to do.

Took out my work in an attempt to be hardworking LOL.

GUESS WHAT ME AND MY SISTER ENDED DOING.

Cause there was this small room with a xbox.

Hmmm so we went in there.

And turned on the tv.

AND THEY HAD ALMOST EVERY FREAKING CHANNEL LOL OMG.

Watched harry potter and the goblet of fire :D

ah I miss the harry potter series.

And on another channel they were showing new moon or something LOL.

So we kinda alternated between them, but that was only when there were advertisements on the harry potter channel.

I was freaking hungry then was like dying t_t

Didn't eat anything at all so during lunch time I was like @!&$$@%@#%$*$% WOOHOO.

Finally got to eat when my ahma and my other uncle and aunty and sean came wahahahha.

They brought food LOL.

But anyway we ate leftovers, which was really nice. Oddly.

Played mahjong after that TROLOLOL me my sissy ahma and my first uncle.

SO FUN.

Usually I only play mahjong like once a year.

During cny at my paternal relative's house lol.

This was so much fun though.

During the course of the game we someone ended up deciding to stay for the night LOL.

Kinda got persuaded, and my uncle was like okay I tell your mummy and tadah kinda settled.

Had no toothbrush no clothes no nothing though.

And I haveeeeeee to bathe in the morning.

Anyway luckily they all had extra toothbrushes :D

Woohooo so yup.

Played mahjong until bout 5 plus I think.

There was this time I was on a winning streak.

I think I won about 5 games in a row or something LOL.

And I was the zhuang so we couldn't move on to the next person to roll the dice.

And we said we would stop when the last person rolled it LOL.

Anyway finally ended then went out to eat dinner at scape or something.

After that my uncle and aunt bought two shirts for me t_t

Felt so bad lol.

My sister didn't get cause it was v-necked and that stubborn girl only wants to wear her u shape clothes.

Went back after that. We went in two cars.

So like my uncle turned at the wrong place and we were slower LOL.

Everyone got back and did their stuff, watch tv blah.

Managed to play abit of mahjong, but damn sian after that.

Anyway sean took over my place.

Prepared to go sleep after that.

Me my sis and my ahma in one room :)

The centre room, it was kinda the biggest LOL so nice.

I slept in the middle, cause my horrible sister will roll the blanket and there were only two blankets lol.

Didn't really sleep well, kept waking up.

I actually wanted to wake up early cause my cousin was talking about going for a walk in the park at like 630 or something LOL.

I love morning walks.

I just can't get up :p

Ended up waking up at like 8plus lol x)

Everyone cept my sis and I were awake LOL.

My smallest uncle and aunt and baby cousin left alr.

She's damn cute haha t_t

And so smart.

Bathed then ate breakfast then left at 930.

Went home.

Wanted to go to study cause I haven't been doing anything.

But stupid sister didn't want to.

Got fed up so I went to clean my room trololol.

Then tried to do work.

Needless to say it didn't work out very well.

But HEY I TRIED.

Kay then 22/11, DONGWOO'S BIRTHDAY :D

Happy birthday dongwoo LOL.

That day marked 30 days to overseas XD

Okay then based on what I wrote previously I must have been watching you're beautiful LOL.

Love the cast t_t

Skip skip to 24/11.

Went out with dione and elisse.

We actually planned to go to seoul garden to eat cause dione wanted to lol.

So met up at clementi at 1plus.

But there were so many people O_O

Waiting time was like 45minutes, and dione had training at like 5 or something.

We ended up going to jp LOLOL.

AND WATCHED YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE AGAIN.

WOOHOOOOO.

So went there, realised the next timing for the show was at 2.

It was a few minutes before that that we were outside the cinema LOL.

So like elisse went to buy the tickets, and dione and I went to subway to buy our lunch :p

Sneaked the drinks in in my bag LOL I felt so dangerous and illegal.

The drinks were like shaking around and I was like grabbing on to them hoping they wouldn't spill HAHA.

Our timing was pretty good.

The moment we settled down the movie started LOL.

And on the way to our seat which was like right inside I accidentally stepped on the person sitting next to me :(

So embarrassing t_t

It was kinda difficult to eat but we managed lol.

And do watched the movie.

It was so much better this time.

Because I didn't have the constant need to pee t_t

The first time I watched it I was actually hoping for the movie to end quickly LOL.

Yeah but lasted through it and was damn sad at the part he cried sigh.

That was the only part I cried then, where he was looking back and thinking about what he could have done.

Sigh.

Second time we watched it, for some reason I actually felt sadder than the first time.

Most people would cry less the second time and all but it was the other way round for me lol.

SIGH love the movie.

Oh yes, so that's the first nc16 of my life.

I'm glad it's this movie lol.

Walked around for abit after that, then dione had to leave for training.

Walked around in jp after she left, got random stuff elisse lau needed.

Like jelly powder. LOL.

Then went home and tadah I can't rmb what I did but it definitely involved the computer.

This post. Is freaking long.

Lemme start a new one LOL.

lucifer jap

2011-12-02T23:31:00.004+08:00

omg i couldn't stop laughing while watching this LOL

WHY DO THEY LOOK SO WEIRD

and i don't like how it sounds in jap t_t

it ain't smooth and all

and seriously they look weird why are their eyes like that

and the HAIR

taemin's cone hair.... TROLOLOL

really don't like this mv

sigh when are they gonna release a new song t_t

wish i could see them one day

2011-12-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

oh well ain't gonna be doing anything else now

helping my mum with her work kinda thing

studies actually

can't wait for her to be done

!!!

THEN WE ARE ALL FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

trouble maker

2011-12-01T22:10:00.004+08:00

Imma be rereading va lol.

Oddly today I actually didn't have such a strong urge to turn on the com and use it.

I think today is the day I am proudest of myself.

Out of this whole holiday lol.

I actually managed to do some work, and when I turned on my laptop I only listened to music :D

Had to pluck out my internet cable to resist temptation though, but I didn't even turn on the internet LOL.

Only realised that afterwards :s

Everyday is passing by so quickly.

FIRST OF DECEMBER.

This means 21 more days to overseas :D

I CANNOT WAIT.

But at the same time..... I don't wanna come back after that.

It will be school when I come back and I know I won't be ready or prepared.

I'll still be in my holiday mood which means I'm gonna be in a pretty bad mood when I go to school or something.

Sigh.

Okay so today woke up at bout 930.

My mum was still at home cause she woke up late too lol.

Yup read the newspaper (FINALLY), and I also had no choice cause I had to find an article for gp hw lol.

Anyway they wrote about MAMA lol that was the most interesting part of every single piece of news.

AND YESTERDAY.

They gave us two classified and no life -_-

Why do you have to screw up just when I start reading newspapers.

And I wanted to read life cause I wanted to see if they talked bout mama.

Anyway I watched the whole damn thing. It was on 29/11/11.

4-6 red carpet

6-10 the actual thing

Jeez I can't believe I actually lasted throughout.

Oh ya anyway back to today.

Wow actually thinking back I didn't do much today LOL

WHY THE HECK DO I FEEL LIKE I DID ALOT

I think it's just cause I didn't use the lappie so I feel like I did lotsa work lol.

Yeah anyway I learned on rainy days on the piano today :D

Just the first part.

Damn happy I can finally play it.

Choppy but I STILL CAN.

Yesterday I was so frustrated, I just couldn't do it at all.

Haha I actually feel so free today.

Watched abit of tvd then they tell me I watched for 72 minutes alr.

Okay, sorry but I have no patience for that and I don't wanna find others today so I just closed it -_-

Sigh I have been neglecting blogging for so long that I don't even know what happened when anymore.

I actually started a post a long time ago but I never finished it LOL.

Not even halfway through.

Okay I will continue bout what happened in the last few days weeks blah.

After I wash the damn dishes.

Because somebody is sleeping -_-

Dishes x2 today wts.

I CAN'T WAIT TO READ VA ANYWAY.

Reading the first few lines of the first book;

it brings me back to malaysia in 2009.

I bought the first three books there I rmb, as a set.

And it was cause of a recommendation from a friend.

I will never regret buying it :)

I think imma be reading it a million times in this lifetime lol.

OH yes and hyunseung's and hyuna's trouble maker is finally out lol.

The album is good :)

My least favourite song is trouble maker TROLOLOL the irony.

december

2011-12-01T00:33:00.001+08:00

Happy first of december~

regrets

2011-11-30T22:03:00.001+08:00

sigh so frustrated

why can't i sight read anymore

2011-11-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

why can't i spend my life just learning languages

2011-11-29T18:30:00.001+08:00

omfg what the heck is up with hyuna and hyunseung

i hope jun's unhappiness is nothing to do with that

maybe i'm thinking too much

2011-11-29T12:33:00.002+08:00

Every holiday I really do feel like a hermit.

Everyone is going out and having a social life while I'm at home hanging out with the internet lol.

all in my head

2011-11-27T21:04:00.004+08:00

woke up at about 830

die tonight cannot sleep again t_t

slept in the afternoon yesterday and was tossing and turning for more than an hour at night

slept at who knows what time

2 maybe

and i have a splitting headache now it sucks

while sleeping just now i was still thinking about you're beautiful :(

actually maybe it's more of jgs-psh

SIGH. i'm prolly gonna watch it again now xl

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can't wait to go on my freaking holiday

the humid weather is killing me

memories

2011-11-25T11:28:00.007+08:00

compilation of all the scenes i love TROLOLOL

episode 9 last part - where minam got poured with water and the three of them went to fix things up :D

oh and epi 8 - the leaves part LOL and when jgs went "i wasn't pretending"

okay too many scenes alr LOL WHY AM I EVEN WRITING THIS DOWN

AH START OF EPI 12 TROLOLOLOL

lots of parts in epi 12 T_T

"it's an honour to be my special fan" LOL i love his expression there

HAHAHAHAHHAHA EPI 13 THE FANCLUB THING IS HILARIOUS

LOL HIS REACTION. 100!!!

sigh the nice parts are over

okay one small part left the best of the best of the best epi 14 those three words

HIS EXPRESSION ROCKS

hidden feelings

2011-11-24T23:30:00.006+08:00

After watching for awhile, I realised I was actually anticipating one part.

I really really love the last part of episode 7, where she got the right feelings for the song.

Sighhhh.

I wish I could just replay that part over and over again.

It just seems different from the recorded version.

I guess it's cause I'm looking at the images.

AH I FOUND SOMEONE WHO LOVES IT TOO.

I shouldn't have done it
I should have ignored it
Like it wouldn't be seen,
like it couldn't be seen
I don't think I should have seen you,
should have run away
Should have pretended not to hear
Like it wouldn't be heard
Like it couldn't be heard
I shouldn't have listened to your love

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath, then you ran away
Without a word, love left me
Without a word, love tossed me aside
Not knowing what to say
My lips must have been surprised

Because you came without a word

without words

2011-11-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

sigh i love you're beautiful

red sky

2011-11-23T01:13:00.001+08:00

another one of those windy nights :)

wish you were here

2011-11-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

I really like the first two lines of Wish You Were Here for some reason xl

I can be tough, I can be strong

But with you, it's not like that at all

2011-11-21T18:12:00.001+08:00

i feel sick

not literally i guess

fateless

2011-11-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

it has been 119 days

last straw

2011-11-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

i need to study.

i need to start doing it instead of just saying it.

那些年

2011-11-15T21:38:00.007+08:00

Ah watched You are the apple of my eye today.

I like this picture.

Where they got together and actually talked about their future and what they wanted to be and achieve.

Still feel so :S when I think about it t_t

sigh i love the theme song. why is it so sad.

Some parts were pretty sick, but that's not the main point.

One of my favourite parts was actually the last part, where he cried and the part he kissed the groom LOL cause there was so much emotion and you could see his feelings for her.

Hahahaha luckily eunice talked about it or I would never have watched it I think.

It's not the best movie ever but it really moves something in you I think?

I just really really dislike the part where he's in his house lol -_-

OH AND SO THIS IS THE FIRST NC16 SHOW I'M WATCHING.

gotta continue this some other time

is someone pmsing again zzz

and those idiots thanks alot

2011-11-12T00:02:00.001+08:00

no more 111111

this (hopefully) special day

2011-11-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

IT'S 11/11/11

I HAVEN'T THOUGHT OF MY WISH

HEY FOODIES

2011-11-10T14:14:00.003+08:00

Why is it so difficult for me to get to know people?

Anyway had OP today.

Honestly, I was really disappointed.

For some reason I just couldn't feel happy when it ended.

I think the assessors were like falling asleep lol -_-

Screwed up q&a, which really sucked, because usually it's pretty alright.

After my presentation I thought I could at least count on it, but wellll.

I don't think so.

Ah but my group members did pretty good!

Happy for them.

At least we didn't practice and practice all that for nothing lolol.

Our ending is still the best :)

Wow all these have become wonderful memories already.

We actually planned to go out today and all, but in the end we ended up in the pool cafe lol, had lunch with jiayu's group.

Well it wasn't too bad.

Afterwards went home with Eunice, Shana and Nathan.

That eunice took circle line though and hahahaha she went up the escalator for nothing.

So yup. I'm home.

And I'm bored.

I need some entertainment.

btw I love my group

YOUUUUU

2011-11-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOTTA BE YOU IS OUT!!!!!

I GOT GOOSEPIMPLES LOL

OKAY FINE MAYBE THAT'S FROM THE WIND HAHA

eh still think wmyb nicer

and why does louis and niall have no lines?!?!

and they all look so grim here

anyway lol first harry now zayn

time

2011-11-08T21:25:00.001+08:00

oh yes, all the best for A's

we have one more year

the things i notice

2011-11-08T17:57:00.003+08:00

I'll always remember, it was a thursday.

I was sitting at the edge on the right doing my work.

And I just happened to look up.

That was the first time I noticed.

life lessons

2011-11-07T22:00:00.013+08:00

This magical world.

I feel different.

I might have changed.

Well not personality or anything, just my thinking.

About life, and everything.

Seeing my relatives yesterday, I realised my thinking really has changed.

How odd, it has been a little less than a year, since chinese new year, and so much can change.

This book/show I came across yesterday (or should I say today since it was like past 12) actually widened my thinking I guess?

It's kinda gross and all but it actually shows the other kinds of people there are in this world.

And some of us, we will never experience their life, or understand how they feel.

So maybe it's time to start appreciating life, the one many of us has taken for granted.

But easier said than done.

How do you do that?

But really, what is life?

I guess I'll always wonder.

But there'll never be an answer.

Have I become some kind of freaking poet lol

OH MY MAMA

2011-11-07T15:59:00.002+08:00

omomgomgogomgog holy shit selected for the interview omgomgomgomgogmgoogmogmg

2011-11-07T15:07:00.001+08:00

i hate myself for wasting so much time

and i have no time to waste

2011-11-07T01:40:00.001+08:00

sighhh helppppp

in the night sky

2011-11-06T02:43:00.001+08:00

It's rainingggg

And on nights where the weather is like this I feel like going out to walk around lol

2011-11-05T22:02:00.001+08:00

I REALLY LOVE THE LIVE VERSION OF PARADISE

2011-11-05T21:57:00.001+08:00

What do I want to do with my life?

2011-11-03T21:40:00.001+08:00

I hate this.

I hate feeling like this.

angsty day

2011-11-03T21:36:00.001+08:00

What are friends, really?

shiny

2011-11-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

AH just watched shinee on channel u

Sigh doing so just made me miss them more LOL

They're like funny without meaning to be HAHA

Wish I could meet them and have a real conversation or something t_t

2011-11-02T16:14:00.001+08:00

to buy a new shoe now or not?

2011-11-01T23:26:00.001+08:00

abrupt change of mood zzzzzzz

i really prefer living in my shell

2011-11-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

argh can't stand it

my new yet old friends

2011-11-01T21:33:00.007+08:00

Here they are. LOL. Aiya felicia lol :s

So went out with them to town yesterday after chinese paper!

Waited with elisse lau outside of school for abit more than half an hour for dione first tho

Cabbed to town after that.

Hahahahah elisse lau was like getting bitten or something and I was just standing there becoming paranoid and feeling itchy in the weirdest places LOL.

How can a mosquito get to my back?!

Anyway landed somewhere in orchard I can't rmb where lol.

I will freaking get lost if somebody just dumps me there alone.

Lucky had them to lead to me to orchard mrt :D

hehe thanks.

After that had trouble finding the rest LOLLL.

I was like walking in circles omg.

Swensens is like freaking hidden in a corner.

Lucky eunice came to get me :)

I was like still wandering around wondering where it was haha.

So anyway I was the third last to arrive LOL.

yf came shortly after I sat down, then felicia, who came in with a very different expression than usual. Don't know how to describe it hahahaha.

Before felicia came we ordered our food alr though.

Ironically hers was one of the first few to arrive lol.

Waited for everybody's food to come before we ate.

eunice and yf ate before coming.

After that had earthquake WOOHOO.

HAHA earthquake reminds me of Freaky Friday where the grandfather thought there was an earthquake and ran of out of the house with his hands in the air and screaming, "EARTHQUAKE!!"

LOL.

Yup. They played with the bowl thingy after that -_-

I think there was like dry ice there?

The server poured something and suddenly there was the dry ice effect.

And eunice got a shock HAHA DAMN FUNNY.

Rarely see her so taken aback LOL.

After that just eat eat eat but ll and her es didn't want.

Yup after that helped felicia and yf for their op.

What makes me me.

Okay I actually wrote What makes you you LOL.

Wrote sian at first, but sleepy was more appropriate and it's an english word :D

So changed it.

Walked around after that.

Went to uh was it paragon??

Cause joyce wanted to get her iPhone 4s HAHA.

Wah the queue is mad omg.

Went into this apple shop kinda thing while waiting :D

Played around with the ipods macbooks and all haha.

Got bored after that so went to that cd shop.

oooooh haven't been in a cd shop for so long!

I remember I used to love collecting cds haha.

Now it's just a waste of money :(

Walked around in there, and they were playing old songs.

So nice :)

Went out to starbucks opposite it after that.

Haha saw someone from our school...

Spammed pictures at our small little table.

And then we were trying to take tumblr pics LOLOL DAMN FAIL I cannot act :(

Sharon better XD

Hehehehehe waited for quite awhile, filmed the video thingy with my sleepy paper haha.

Then finally we left after dragging for so long.

We hen hui tuo omg.

Wanted to go to scape, but dropped back h&m first since we were heading in that direction and felicia wanted to buy a tube.

Went in and came out empty handed LOL.

But was super funny inside.

We were like trying random stuff.

Okay more like eunice.

Then after yf, then after joyce also LOL.

They were like wearing the winter hats kinda stuff and mittens.

Looked so oversea-ish I like omggg.

CAN'T WAIT TO GO OVERSEAS.

Yup couldn't stop laughing cause of don't know what forgot alr LOL.

Must be how they looked and all, I was just busy taking pics of time hahahah.

After that walked to cine, then they were taking video outside I think.

So eunice, sharon and I walked in to Sticky.

And we saw them making it! IT WAS FREAKING COOL.

And there was this guy in a halloween costume hahaha it was damn freaky when he was looking at me.

I didn't even realise at first then I realised his eyes could be seen through the "eyes" that were holes lol.

Yup anyway the sweets are humongous at first and they somehow can just pull it!

It's like soft at first but somehow or other it hardens omggg.

Yup so dragged dragged dragged, then went down, ate fries, which was really nice haha.

We decided to sit at the side cause they were no seats.

After sitting for awhile a security guard told us not to sit there LOL.

Then we realised we could see in the foodcourt kinda thing so we just went there.

There was this machine thingy there with sweets.

It reminded me of Perth.................

I remember how they were like doing don't know what but the sweets just kept coming out hahahha.

I rmb dione being there.

Yup so eunice went to get free m&ms with a token lol.

Free sweets.

Then she wanted to try putting a few coins together but it didn't work.

Sigh by then I was pretty tired alr though, and like damn sian cause it was getting late.

No time to go to scape and all.

Oh and I saw an ex-fairsian.

I recognise his face but up till now I don't know his name lol.

Yup then walked to scape.

And there were these two girls all dressed up and trying to scare us.

They had masks on, and they were like walking around us lol.

After that they suddenly shook this thingy they held in their hands and there was this coin rattling sound.

Joyce got so scared and started running away, and they started chasing her and shaking the can thingy LOL omg.

yeah but didn't go in, had to leave alr it was about 630.

Had to go home to eat dinner with my mum cause my sis had drama and my dad was out.

Didn't wanna leave her waiting for so long at home.

Went with eun and sharon to somerset.

eunice's train came first so she left.

HAHA she will really wave and wave until we can't see her anymore lol.

And she was like waving with a stone face lolol.

Went to sit down after that, and then our train came -.-

Went a few stops, then at outram sharon suddenly said she needed to go to the toilet so she got off LOL. I was like O_O DAMN RANDOM.

So made by way back, reached home about 730.

Mum and I weren't feeling hungry so we waited awhile before eating dinner haha.

Yeahhh.

And I should be doing work right now cause its 1NOV a new month, and I told myself I would start studying today -_-

Went to sleep just now while writing I&R.

Sigh it's total crap.

Okay I don't think anything else interesting happened.

Shall talk about it next time if I remember.

Ooooh here's a nicer picture!

Ah and I really like Together by Secret :)

miracles

2011-11-01T20:59:00.007+08:00

kay lemme continue. LOL.

and I shall put a picture here since I haven't put one in so long.

Okay so anyway, past few days have been really rocky. Kinda.

Oh and my previous post alr lol I shall finish it sort of.

Sooo WR day was pretty cool :D

Cabbed to queensway and back to school.

It was a really nice feeling, our group rushing around and getting our things done.

And feeling that sense of satisfaction :)

Anyway we were like at queensway printing and all.

Then we decided to impromptu do an annex cover page there LOLOL.

The people there actually lent us their com :D

And it had internet, unlike what eunice thought LOL.

The quality is super nice the wr looked so good printed out TROLOLOL.

oh ya anyway we wanted to bind there also but we realised we didn't bring our cover page lol.

oh and we cabbed cause it was raining.

and just nice we were standing at the void deck and a cab was coming towards us omg, so we just took it :p

Cabbed back cause we had not enough time.

Still had to bind in school.

Luckily had Dione to help us burn our wr into the cd. yay thanks :D

the binding was actually done pretty quickly.

ll and I were like queuing up, and shana and eunice came before we barely even moved in the queue LOL.

After they came we started taking pictures hahahah then somehow or other it was suddenly our turn.

Going into that room and just putting down all our work. Whoah.

It actually didn't feel like anything. lol.

So yup that was it.

OH OH OH.

And I can't rmb which day it was, but my group was staying back to do pw. i think it was friday?

Yup then dione wanted to try to remove her fingerprint thingy to get into the com.

So I went to help and felt so guilty cause she couldn't get in after I removed it.

There was some password or whatever but her pws were all wrong.

FELT SO DAMN GUILTY YOU KNOWWWWWWW.

Was like trying to check it up online, called my mum blah.

After that chua came, just typed something and got in. -___________________________-

She forgot she set a pw. -_____________________________________________-

After thinking about it I realised I was feeling guilty for nothing LOL.

Oh but after that the four of us were just talking in the void deck, all the way at the side where the plates are.

HAHAHA laughed like mad omg LOL.

We were just reminiscing and talking about all the rubbish last time.

Quite cool cause we could open up more about how we felt and all that last time.

Can't believe we barely talked to each other in primary school, and somehow got stuck together in sec1, and now we are great friends. :D

We really had our ups and downs.

And I wonder if there will be more downs.

I'm such a spoiler. :s

Yeah so anyway. Past few days.

I think it was fri and sat, I cried on both nights cause of my dad.

Late on fri, near midnight, he was like asking about our plans for sat morning, and obviously I wouldn't know so I just gave vague answers like "don't know" and something else and then he just burst out "Go and die la you". I was just like wtf and I felt really hurt for some reason.

It just kept replaying in my head.

If I was rude to him and he said that to me, I would at least accept it or something.

The worse part was that I wasn't even rude.

But yeahhh haven't cried in so long.

I feel like such a crybaby and I hate it.

Think I tear way too easy. Don't like it.

So yeah just closed my door and hid in my room.

Next day he went out at night, and my mum was washing clothes and I was at piano.

So he came back without keys and I had to go open the door for him.

At first I was actually kidding, handing him the keys and going like open the door yourself.

But he refused and then he started going crazy and going on and on about how I was going out of hand all that.

I didn't wanna lock the door after I opened it for him.

Like why the hell can't you do it yourself?

Went into my room and he was like shouting so I had to go out and lock the damn door.

Then he went on and on again and I couldn't stand it so I just burst out at him like, you ask me to go and die kinda thing.

And I went what the shit and closed my door -_-

Then waterworks again zzz.

Luckily sunday it was fine alr.

I think I just had to get off my chest what he said.

I think he was actually pretty shocked when I said that to him, cause he looked kinda taken aback.

He prolly didn't really mean it or anything, but it sti.ll hurt.

Yeah so wasn't talking to him for awhile after that.

Thing is, our relationship is really weird.

We always fight, but then after that it's like nothing happened.

I don't know if he forgets or whatever, but I always let it go so it's just this on off thing.

Sigh.

Think I'm a pretty difficult person to get close to huh.

Anyway my sis is sick, hope she'll recover soon.

This morning she could barely talk lol.

Her words were coming all broken and her voice when she was talking was so high.

Oh and she pissed me off real bad in the morning yesterday -.-

Had chinese A's yesterday.

Okay wait that's another story LOL.

So anyway she starts late on mondays.

And she didn't wake up till I was done bathing and had to wake her up, as usual.

After that she just dilly dallyed.

Like freaking hurry up man I'M LATE. !!!

I waited at the lift for so long, so I got fed up and decided to see what she was doing.

She wasn't even wearing her shoes, she was just standing at the kitchen doing who knows what, walking so slowly and taking her time. -_-

I was like do you know what time I have to reach?!

And she said no. So i went 710.

And at the that it was already 6.50. -_-

She was like will reach before 710 what.

Dude I still have to tie my hair you know -_-

Reached at like 705, decided not to meet dione alr since I was so late.

Went straight to school and what luck I have, the oldham wing toilet was locked zzz.

So damn annoyed had to tie my hair outside.

Hate letting my hair down in school.

But after elisse they all came it was okay LOL.

Was so grumpy at first -.-

Yup. So anyway chinese was shit.

Moment I came out, in my face I had two out of three wrong for the first part.

Sigh like whatever I have a feeling I'll get B or C.

Just don't know if I should retake.

Disappointing.

Okay next post.

just another day

2011-11-01T20:38:00.005+08:00

I realise I get tired of shows really easily lol.

Anyway since I have nothing to do I shall blog.

Haven't written about what's happening everyday properly for so long.

So today is the first of november already!

How fast.

Today was pretty alright.

Geog lecture in the morning............... was sleeping.

Then had a 20 minute break -_-

Then econs. HAHA YF is Ms Koh's new fav student LOL.

And somebody knocked her hair LOL.

Ah too bad I wasn't there to see it :s

20 minute break after that again -_-

OH THEN IT WAS FIRE DRILL HAHAHAHHAHAA.

It just suddenly rang then everyone was just like standing around lol.

People were complaining about how it was their breaks haha.

Luckily it wasn't very hot today.

Sat out in the field. It actually wasn't for a very long time!

Then the vp was like asking the j2s to sit on the field instead of the bleachers LOL.

Ms Lye gave us an extended break after that.

Went to basketball with eunice, nathan and shawn, then ryan came after that.

I suck at shooting lol and no strength also -_-

pw after that so boringgggggggg.

Was doing GPP then something happened in the front that caused a short circuit.

And I saw all the computers black out lol.

It was actually pretty cool if not for all the unsaved work zzzzz.

Break again after pw.

Eunice & I went to eat cause yf and felicia had consult then lingli went off and joyce and sharon went out of school.

After that they came back with koi :p

There's this super sour drink omggg cannot stand it lol.

So got back results after the break.

Yay got promoted.

Sigh of relief haha.

Have to work really hard this hols alr sigh.

Ah and back to the question that has been nagging at me: Should I go sign up to be an ogl?

I want but yet at the same time I don't.

I like staying in my comfort zone, but maybe it's time to break out of it.

Honestly, I most probably won't even get in or anything.

Anyway, feel damn sad for the retainees sigh.

Hope they'll be fine. . . .. . .... .

Usually I don't like ellipsis, but sometimes they're just necessary.

Kay so after school Eunice walked with me to the mrt x)

Talked about og, people, awkwardness. LOL.

I have the quiet awkwardness while hers is spoken out LOLOLOL.

Was really quite funny.

Oh so after that it started to rain, and I could see her yellow umbrella from upstairs LOL.

And I was busy thinking about whether she had umbrella that I didn't realise I was gonna be caught in the rain.

Oh and in the mrt there were like these two policemen (?) I don't know what they are lol they're just in uniform.

Was like wondering what they were doing there.

When I got off at jurong there were like another two outside.

Yeah then reached bb and it was raining like mad. Like really mad omg.

Called my sis and home but no one picked up, sooooo I just ran.

And I realised running in the rain is fun. LOL.

Like if you don't care about how you look and all that shit.

I don't know, it was just really fun.

And while going down at the mrt station I put my hand on the side of the escalator.

AND I DIDN'T REALISE IT LEFT THIS FREAKING LONG STREAK ON MY HAND.

Not until I walked all the way till I was reaching the steps.

It was like really from my elbow all the way to my hand lol omggg.

So while running in the rain I was washing my hand too :D

So got all drenched cause the rain was super heavy.

And when I reached home guess what.

MY MUM WAS AT HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-_-

Like wut. And my shoes are dead alr.

I HAVE NO SHOES TO WEAR TO SCHOOL TMR!!

let's go back to the beginning

2011-10-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

Ah I miss this song so much :f

I remember how I used to think sanity was celery LOL

sha sha sha

2011-10-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

I think I'm like shanghai romance more than I should LOL

stereo heart

2011-10-29T17:29:00.004+08:00

My heart's a stereo

It beats for you, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te

Make me your radio

And turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo~

2011-10-28T22:28:00.001+08:00

This is one of those days where I feel like everything is going wrong.

2011-10-28T20:03:00.001+08:00

ah just woke up

so tiredddd

2011-10-27T19:16:00.001+08:00

forgive me

GOODBYE WR

2011-10-27T17:28:00.006+08:00

AH IT'S FINALLY DONE.

I feel like some mum LOL the wr is like our baby alr.

I feel so glad we managed to finish it and do everything by today :)

Those still doing, jyjyjyjy!!

Feeling pretty crap now though.

Had to walk home in the rain, my head hurts my ear hurts and I feel so lethargic.

All thanks to sleeping at 3.

I really hate this feeling.

Freaking tired in the morning, woke up a little later than usual also.

I can't remember if I slept during assembly, but after that was break.

Hmm it was a little interesting at the end, nothing much though.

Went for chinese, slept, then geog, you know what, i'm falling asleep right now.

Imma be typing this later.

Anyway starting to watch tvd. Kept seeing gifs and stuff about it around on tumblr lol, made me feel like watching it.

Watched the first epi yesterday. Hmm.

2011-10-27T00:16:00.001+08:00

I really, really hate it when people ignore me.

paradise

2011-10-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

I love the weather right now

If only it was like this everyday :)

2011-10-26T00:49:00.001+08:00

IT'S RAINING

and here I am sitting here all bleary eyed

help

2011-10-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

my thinking is becoming all messed up

2011-10-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

I miss my old classmates.